Some life changes happened this weekend. I conquered a fear. I stood up for myself and as much as it hurt my heart, I still did it.
I'm not really ready to go into what exactly all this jibber jabber is about right now but I will. Eventually.
Seriously, I hate myself for even writing that cause it used to irritate the fuck out of me to hear that from other bloggers but I know now, there are things that can't always be put out there; either because you're not prepared to be that vulnerable or you just don't have the time to type all that shit out.
My reason's a bit of both.
Just know: I'm not knocked up, not getting divorced and no one's died. Basically it just comes down to me learning to put myself/my marriage first, it's OK to be selfish sometimes and that a person can only give so much until they're all tapped out. As tough as it was to come to this realization I'm really hopeful that everything will work out for the best.
On that note...only 5 days until I'm here
and I'm cruising the strip, sippin' on a giant Fat Tuesday daiquiri!
|this gif scared me a lil bit. yikes, girl is straight up fug.|