I wish I could close my eyes and make certain things different. Just for a moment I wouldn't have to worry about anything, it'd be like slipping away into a dream land of perfection.
This stupid neck pain would be completely gone & I wouldn't have to move my entire torso just to look beside me.
Rusty wouldn't be mad at me for being selfish, again.
There'd be no worries about how the light bill's going to get paid this month.
I'd stop wondering if there's something wrong with my lady bits since I've been off BC for a year & haven't even had a scare.
My bedroom would be spotless & every nook and cranny would be vacuumed.
Those stupid dirty socks tossed in the corner of the room would be magically washed & put away.
My body wouldn't betray me by jiggling when I walk.
Something more entertaining than my pathetic first world problems would be written on here.
Chances are this won't happen on it's own & I'll have to worry about it all sooner or later. Definitely later, if I have anything to do with it. But, for now I'll sit at my desk & zone everything out while listening to my 80's Pandora station.
Sure, Eddie Money, go ahead...take me home tonight, cause I'm not too sure Rusty wants my self involved ass around much right now anyway.